Mysteries Of The Living

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This year has been tremendously hard on me, it is partly the reason why I decided to scrap my old blog and create a whole new layout, keeping the same name. There’s a lot to talk about, a lot on my mind, but today I want to discuss how I wish that I had taken a year off from school, instead of continuing.

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I got into this really awesome program, that a lot of people have tried so hard to get into, and I got in on the first try. I feel as if I don’t deserve it in a way, because I don’t really want it, at least I feel like I don’t really want it enough. I felt that by continuing, I was getting my life back on track. Instead I feel as lost as ever.IMG_4836

That’s kind of why I write stories for mostly all of my posts, my real life is much too stressful and tangled to unravel and discuss. I escape from it through my stories. I think that the one good thing about this year, and about continuing school, is that it has pushed me to further pursue my passions

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Hopefully one day, this will all make sense. This tiny year of my life, will all make sense. Or maybe it won’t, and it would just be a year in which I’ll just forget that had no impact on my life what so ever. As always,

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